life as i know it.........

went to my brothers game,they won 53-26:) then i went to the movies.ok so i get there at six, and of course they are running late and so we end up meeting at 6:20ish. and it was me, burrito(code name) and my friend and her boy toy.we buy the tickets for puss in boots.we go sit down in the theater and lets just say it was AKWARD AF. first, the movie wasnt goof.second, burrito didnt even try to make a move.like he didnt even try to hold my hand or anything.so i was like ok. then after we head to starbucks cause it was right across the street from the movie place. i get a white peppermint mocha:) then all four of us go walkin around…. and then we decided to split up. they go do there thing since they are together. and i was fine with just hanging out with him.we find a table outside of this little food place, and we talked kinda, but idk it was hella weird cause this fool like didnt know wat to say. so i had to bring up topics.then we listened to my ipod:) after that we took a detour down this one street cause they had these adorable cute little houses:) i wanna live there.hahah.and it was dark, and quiet, and he was like are u still cold? and i said yes…cause if u know me, you know that im always cold. and he said do u want my jacket? ok i had a flanel on with a tank top under it.it would be kind of hard to put on a sweatshirt over a longsleeve button down flanel.just sayin.and i was like no its ok:) cause i thought maybe he would have tried to hold my hand since my hands were cold.but NO.he didnt even try. and the thing is i didnt even know if i liked him.so i wanted him to hold my hand to see if i would feel butterflies or not. but since he didnt. i didnt feel butterflies….anyways back to the story.so after we are done walking around the houses we went back by this water fountain place and we sat down. we talked and idk it was akward. then i looked at the time and it was 9:40ish.so ya we talked until like 10:20ish.i cant even remember about wat. anyways this is like the most FUCKED UP PART.so we were walkin in between these 2 building thinkin we would see my friend and her boy toy.but we didnt.and so we walked back to the fountain place by the sidewalk. and then he start walkin on the sidewalk for like 3 seconds.and then he looks at his phone walks away and says” i gotta go bye”.he didnt even give me a hug.he just straight up checked his phone and walked over to the crosswalk cause his dad had just pulled up. and im like WTF cause he is always textin like ya imma give u sucha good hug tomorrow. and a hug takes up a second of ur day maybe 3. but seriously he couldnt even just waste 3 seconds of his life to give me a hug. so i called my friend since she was my ride.and she said she was at burger king. so i walked over there by myself and told her.hahah.then ya he was textin me and was like ” im so sorry, my dad is so strict on time” he texted me like 7 times on how sorry he was, and how he would do anything to make it up to me.and i didnt even respond until like almost an hour later. and i just told that ya that was kinda fucked up u just said oh i gota go bye and left. and ya then we texted sun morning and yep it finally got threw his head that we should just be friends.so sorry about the long post.my friend better read this cause she wanted to know the deats:)

ok i think this is a post that i need to do. its strange how things can change so much in a year. like exactly one year ago i had a boyfriend, and now i dont even look at him, dont even talk to him, and i just pretend he doesnt exist.its funny though how the past tends to repeat itself.last year i had to choose between 2 guys.this year its kinda the same.and idk. im suppose to be going to the movies with this one guy,and i told him i didnt want a boyfriend cause they are complicated.and i think i might like him, but i also think that im trying to convince myself that i like him. like i should like him cause he is nice, and says cute things, and texts me everyday. but idk, i think after saturday im just gonna end up likin him as a “friend”.but if it was the other guy. the one who plays hard to get, the one who makes me walk him to his class, and the one who is a player.idk wat i would do, like i know i shouldnt flirt with him, and give him a chance because of his player characterisitcs, but its hard to just drop all feelings. I mean he has a cute smile, he smells amazing, he is smart, he says sometimes cute/adorable stuff, and he is hella funny:) so my life is kinda confusin:/, but i think i will possibly stay single, i mean i did say boyfriends are complicated.haha and as my wise friend once told me ” just have fun, flirt a little” and “Mistakes are a part of life, make them, and learn from them.”

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